My depression is back and worse then ever. I need help but I'm afraid of doctors and institutions and medicine. Last time I took medicine it wrecked my mind. Suicidal thoughts are there and I'm drowning in the feeling of being worthless.
And on top of these feelings I have a month to move. Gotta push through them I guess.
I made a mess of things. Not going to take time to repair burned bridges though since well...they burned and stuff. But if the person in question happens to read this then I am sorry. I just doubt you'll ever listen to me again. And that is fine. I guess. Nooooooot much I can do. <_<;
Been playing Assassin's Creed over again. Man I SUCK at this game.
Game: Don't be seen.
-gets seen-
Game: Don't get caught.
-Templars everywhere-
Game: Fuck you user.
But boy does it bring back memories. Found memories. Of doing nothing for a few hours but riding my horse and admiring the graphics. For some reason that is fun to me. Must be because
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Five thin
Thanks for the fav~ Also I saw your last journal. I know it was back in 2014, but I just want to say I hope you're feeling better~ And If you ever need anyone to talk to, I mean I'm kinda a stranger :U but the option still exists